she hates me, she told me she hates me. I work so hard to make her happy and for her to feel secure. By doing this i drive myslef into darkness, self loathing, recurring thoughts of death. And how do my attempts end as."i fucking hate you" i dont get why it hurts so much. but i will never be mad at her. I will never hate her back. I dont know what ive done wrong, nobody does. Shes just...changed, alot. its not the same person i used to know and love. I fear that somethings wrong oir shes having some problems, but im beginning to think that the only problem is me. Why am i still here.